everyone

Everyone seems to have a good life. So should I. Just show me the right way God.

tired

I'm tired of being here, I want to escape, but I have no destination. Where must I go? Everyone go away, and here I am, left behind. I want to give up everything, but still, where will I go from here. Is there somebody help me. I'm so damn tired. I don't have any passion to be here anymore. God, show me the way. Where must I go.

not sleeping

I'm not sleeping yet, having a marathon-watch of korean drama while crocheting. I used to sleep late night these recent days. Something bothering me.

lets write something

I just ignore this blog for more than 2 years, so let's start to reuse it and write more often.
I'm on my way home right now. On the bus. Standing from Pandaan til now (I'm at purwodadi). This is saturday anyway. Bus is always full on saturday. And this is unusual that I take the bus on my way home. I shall being with my namja today. But I just a bit angry to him. So, I deide to take the bus, and going home alone.

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